oh theres a difference

I don't love being a mom. 

but I love having a kid. 

Total difference, right? 

I HATE changing diapers, making bottles, cleaning up toys, etc. 

but I looooove having Henry. I love his noises, his personality, how much he learns and grows, his big grin, how much he loves me, his laugh, his little cheeks and bum cheeks, his sneezes, his thinking face, how he wont swallow food cause he just wants to suck the flavor out, and so so so much more about my little dude. 

I love watching him sleep on the monitor, I love his tiny sleeping baby body. 

sigh, being a mom is not fun, but having a kid, that totally rocks all.